Shall I reveal what happened afterwards? Well. I pretty much diarrhea'ed myself before I could get back to my house. Last night I had rich and slightly spicy pad thai, which blasted through me all night. I thought it was done. Must remember to use the toilet every chance I get when I am out, especially before I get in the car! Felt pretty rough all day, hardly got out of bed. How I feel, what I can do, energy level, gut situation, seems to change quickly.
This is Day 6 of 147 days of chemo effects, at least.
My first round of treatment, during the radiation and chemo, I was mentally prepared to die. It still feels important to be prepared to die. This time, though, I am planning on living.