Ceremony

photo by Dhammarati

I had my anagarika ceremony yesterday led by Parami. It was very moving for me, although I was a bit worried the whole time about whether I would have the stamina for it.

On other fronts, energy is variable, but mostly low. Some days I can hardly get out of bed and don't want to eat anything, other days the sleep is rejuvenating to some degree and I can do a few things. Overall, it doesn't seem to be improving.

Now what remains to be seen is whether or not I can manage to go on retreat for two weeks on June 22.